“In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.”

I’ve always stayed closed up bc I dot trust anyone. I almost lost a group of good friends bc of it. Things are much better now tho with them. But I still find myself closing up. I am a sensitive person who went through her fair share of friendship bs from HS until now. I was naive in HS and I like think I’m a lot smarter now. Still, I try to open up and give people the benefit of the doubt but I still find that no matter what I do, ppl always give me a reason to close the door, lock it, & throw away the key. Ppl I recently felt close too have given me reason to pull back and once again close myself off. I just realizing that maybe its best if i don’t trust anyone.

I am I guess a sensitive person and when things happen like usually being in the loop, being invited places, doing things with ppl, & then it suddenly stops, I become curious as to why. As of ppl are being shady and trying to avoid me. Seriously, I could be crazy lmfao, I have no idea. But it’s how I feel and when shit like this happens I close up bc I feel that something shady is goin on.

Whatever, I’m fckn weird, I get it! But it is what it is. I guess I got me myself and I .. I came in alone, I’ll die alone (I guess)

Sorry for the rambling but I just needed to vent.

...with love, [ME]: The Same Old Song [Relationships]

darienstone:

Companionship, we’ve learned, is sometimes a lot to ask for. However, at some point, it is what we all seek. We nearly rebel against being defined by loneliness. So what happens when the path to happiness becomes the trail of terror?

I was once told, “People cheat when they are no longer…

Truth!

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“When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change our feelings
because it’s the mind that gets angry, but the heart still cares.”

Damn he’s such a cutie! Khleo Thomas!

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